Paying heavy thought to dropping out of college (and chances are I probably will). The only things they offer that are even remotely close to game development are the most rudimentary computer courses, covering topics I largely already know like the basics of Windows.
And it sucks. It sucks a lot. Even if it’s for reasons that sound really good in my head and make a lot of sense to me, I still feel really bad about it. I can’t escape the feelings of “I’m a failure”