E-122-Psi

I know that feeling. Would say that I've been there before but tbh I still am going through the same garbage I've been dealing with for over eight years straight lol

Hmm, you're similar age too. It's nice to know I'm not alone, though I am wondering what to do with my life now while I have the time. I still practically think like a teenager.

Well I went to Korea to teach English at various schools for two years. Still dunno if it helped much other than temporarily help me with my money problems. No idea what I'm gonna do once I go back next month ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

I've spent ages trying to break out into the art industry to no avail, not even going to University helped. And I don't even know how to go about relationships, except if I waste much more time, I'll start to look creepy.

I wish you luck getting an art gig somewhere. As for relationships I've given up even wanting those 'cause I don't view myself as particularly desirable from a physical or character standpoint, and because I don't think my mental well-being would allow me to sustain one lol

@E-122-Psi Believe me, all those feelings are ones I've experienced, or rather sill am experiencing, so don't feel you're alone out there.  Only now am I starting to plan on making a push towards attempting to get my book published and I haven't even tried on that relationship stuff I've been so shy.  From the sounds of things you've done better with the latter than I have

Not at all, I haven't tried for one either, and I don't know if you're older or not. It does frustrate me that I've only recently started to take significant interest in girls however, I feel like I've wasted a lot of my life.

Well I'm 22 and I still feel like I've wasted some of mine.  It's not a fun feeling, but you've got to keep moving forward and keep trying to find openings towards your goals.  At least that's what I feel I need to do.