I'm kind of pissed at myself for getting sick on my partner's birthday. I was excited to make him dinner and a cake and I end up getting an infection and on top of that getting a bad time of the month. It sucks.
Sorry to hear that. And don’t be so hard on yourself. You traveled halfway across the world to spend time with him and that is one of the best and valuable things you could do and give him. You could always try to make it up to him. Hope you feel better soon.